Am a bit sad today...

Am feeling a little sad today. Received a SMS from the prophet that strong winds had caused my favourite papaya tree to be uprooted. Sigh! Guess the tree was bearing too many fruits. Perhaps it is a sign for us to start planting more fruit trees... Anyway, I am down in the city, sent my folks back home yesterday and spending two nights here before picking up our new chicks from the supplier tomorrow morning and going back to home sweet home. The coming months will be trying months, I hope to wait before the Lord for strength to do what I must and have the courage to trust Him, or rather have the courage to release my life to Him. It has been tough, I mean talk is cheap... many say they follow Jesus but sadly one day He may tell us that he has never known us, to depart from him... are you following Jesus? Jesus is Lord? Sure? I am found wanting... Have mercy on me Lord..