Expectations, we all have expectations, expectations on the system, on our families, on our spouses.. on everyone, everything around us and more expectations on ourselves.
What is it that makes us such? Are expectations good or bad?, Should it be classify as such? When is an expectation a demand, when does it become one that is unreasonable? When is it negative? Why do we expect others to act and behave in a certain way? For the matter when does one's expectation becomes a burden for others?
Why do we expect our expectations to be met? Is it really possible to just walk away without any negative effects from an unfulfilled expectation, unscath? Is there a way for us to be desensitized, indifferent? Void of all feelings, demands and live and let live? Won't we lose our individualism, our personality, and eventually our character that makes us, well, US? Is there a way to avoid the sour feelings when our expectations aren't met? Where is the middle ground?
When will we be satisfied? When will you be? When will it all end? Indeed, will it end? Are we living for ourselves, our own happiness, fulfilment, good feelings or are we here for others? Do I care if I had made the difference or am I just flowing with the crowd? I am pretty confused.... is there something wrong with me when I am not happy with things around me? Or should I just accept things and just live the short period of time I have here on earth without expectations?
Lord, I need you now more than ever...
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