makes no sense.

Sometimes I get tired of life. Sorry to start with such a depressing
line but this blog is all about me, what I wish to say, how I wish to
say it, I shall surely speak my mind. If I can't focus on eternity, life
is surely a tiring affair devoid of anything worthwhile. We go about
activities to fill our time, most is left to chances and spontaneity,
we carry on as if we are immortals, there's always another day to think
of why we exist and to do what we must do. Here at the farm, I have very
little time to think these days, I guess it will be such till all the
items in my check list is done. The weather is playing havoc with our
plans but hey! who are we to question motherearth, the physical laws
instituted by the Almighty. Man is resigned to suffer the effects
brought about by his insatiable greed and mistaken notions about
subdueing the earth. Man have this illusion of power when in actual fact
he is really powerless. Forgive my ramblings tonight, I am feeling
depress from being a malaysian and yet not feeling like one, makes it
bad when national day is just a few days away. One note... the schism
that exist amongst the different races are stronger today than before.

The luxurious chicken barn is almost done, we put up the roofing sheets
yesterday and all that is left is the walls and windows. The concrete
foundation for the second barn is also completed so we should be able to
start on the second unit soon. Hope to have some chickens in by August.
The prophet left this afternoon for a few days break. We will resume
official work next week monday. I'll be going to the city tomorrow and
back in the evening with my dear wife. This weekend is grass cutting
time. The rains the last few days caused the grass to shoot up, the
lalang grew 5 inches in just 3 days, believe it? I am thinking with the
high cost of fuel, it might prove to be too high a cost to cut the weeds
and grass. I think it is a good idea to replace the weeds with
vegetation that I can use. Will do it once the irrigation pump and
system is up. That's all for tonight! Wish Seng Kong is around to
enlighten me, to bring some light to the darkness I feel...